Showing posts with label Expectations. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Expectations. Show all posts

Oct 23, 2014

My (new) room

I really love this new room,

walaupun sering berantakan, tp abis itu semangat 45 lagi kok ngeberesinnya :) Seneng banget sama aroma lavendernya, aromanya manis banget :" suka banget sama beberapa barang di kamar ini, rasanya pengen terus dekor, dekor rumah sekalian sih pengennya. #okemulaialay #goodbye

Kemarin tiba-tiba iseng fotoin kamar, before afternya. hehehe

Always love these vintage stuff

Love,


Reath

Oct 5, 2014

GOES ABROAD (SOON)

Assalamu'alaykum :) good night fellas, today i'm really happy because i can go home, but i can't meet my bestfriend, fara, altough she will go to egypt on Oct 10 :(. 

But I have a big news for my self, for my achievement,
I will GO ABROAD! yeah, go abroad alhamdulillah, i will go to a new place,
and do you know, I will go to JAPAN! My favorite country :) Alhamdulillaaaaah, big thanks to Allah
I also have to thank to all of my family and bestfriends for this, because of their pray and support :)
Free of charge! that's the point! Hehe

But, now i'm confused, I get a chance to go abroad again next year for research exchange, I choose canada or turkey, but I get Tunisia, i don't know exactly what I have to do, Allah please give me the best way :''

And the last... nowadays, I really feel that I make so many sins, please forgive me, yaa Allah, help me :''

Feb 19, 2014


New family
Kemling BEM KEMA UNPAD

Dec 29, 2013

Med-student.


Medical student. 
Bismillahirrahmaanirrahiim
Allah, it may be not easy, but Your help doesn't have a limit.
Please help me to make me be a long-life learner,
make me be a strong muslimah,
make me be a muslim physician,
and make my step always with You,

Thank you, Allah♥

Several days before UAS,
from lovely home, 
arigatou ne,



Reath

Aug 18, 2013

#SaveEgypt


Allah... *speechless*
So many syuhada there. I really want to be one of them. Please help them, win them, Allah! I'm sorry I'm too weak, I just can help with du'aa, weak du'aa maybe. Because I'm not a good muslim. I just trying. Please help, Allah. Show the right is the right:)

Jul 23, 2013

The Failed Mission~


Assalamu'alaykum wa rahmatullahi wabarakaatuh fellas! How's life? genki desu ka?
Hamdulillah if your life is amazing><

Hm, how about your Ramadhan kareem?
How about me? Before, I have a mission to deactivate my facebook account, but.. many things happen, so, I have to active-active-and reactive my account, O Allaaaaah~
First, I have to buy (online) a laptop, but.... It canceled.
Second, yesterday and several days ago, I got menses, so I didn't shalah and syaum:(
Then, I have to active in my medical school group in facebook.

But... I realize, that the real mission is I should reduce my time and my activity in social media or internet.
Bismillah~ Yosh! And I don't give up! Yeah~ I can start it again right now.

Allah... please help me. Thanks Allah~
Make me always with You

Arigatou,


Reath

Jun 12, 2013

New barakah.. 
This happiness.. I really hope it is a barakah, O Allah. 
Hamdulillah, hamdulillah, hamdulillaaaah. Masyaa Allah!>///<♥



Allahumma Aamiin.

May 25, 2013

Beautiful little thing called "my life"


Assalamu'alaykum wa rahmatullahi wabarakaatuh fellas! How's life? genki desu ka?
Hamdulillah if your life is beautiful... Um, me? Um, recently, I really feel so worst. I make many sins. But, everytime Allah always show me His kindness, masyaAllah... Thank you O Allah:))) Hope Allah always admonish us for our-every-mistakes before in aheerat. Now, I also really wanna be a true muslimah, good daughter, good sister and good friend. And I have a big hope to "pass away" in the best condition as mukminah. Syahid and husnul khaatimah. Allahumma aamiin.

Okay, so how about your national exam, huh? Hamdulillah... I really thank Allah to every-best-thing that Allah always give to me! Hamdulillaaah:) And hope there's no "an arrogant" in my heart. Aamiin, aamiin:) Yaa Allah, please help me~
This is also reminds me to 3-yrs-ago, in this blog I wrote about my result of national exam when I was in junior high school! O, the time felt so fast! SubahanAllah~

O Allah, I don't know anything, and You are the only one who know everything.. Give me the best from You, and show me the signs, please..

Arigatou, fight on!



Reath

Apr 19, 2013

It's about...


I've passed it. No, no, no, finally we've passed it. Hamdulillah yaa Rabb:) I just wanna say it's totally different with the junior high school. I have no specific target for it, but, I still have a big hope to get the best. I also wanna pray for my country, for every chaos that happen now.

...And, Allah please forgive me, I know and I've realized that I've done many mistakes. Faghfirlii. 

...Thank You, O Allah! 
Hope you always admonish me for my every mistakes before in aheerat.

Arigatou, faito!


Reath

Feb 22, 2013

PE


Guys, hi, you've known what i mean. PE.
PE = Practice Examination.
Yeah, it's kind of "experience" that we (as last grade student) have to do.
InsyaAllah I can through it well, but some subject is so hard for me, like Indonesian (listening, i'm very bad in this part), music art? I can't sing well, Sundanese? I dunno the score, I'm not a sundanese people, Sports? I can do the gyms well, but for "big ball subject" is just so so, etc. Arrrgh! Tomorrow is the last PE for me, hamdulillah~ I must say many syukr to You, O Allah, you make us strong to do it, give us strength to pass it. Now, I hope Allah give the best for us, allahumma aamiin.

Hem? there's any story more?
Yes.
But, I won't tell it here, sorry.
Many things happen and I learn it. I hope.

Arigatou, faito!


Reath

Feb 17, 2013

Longing of Heaven

 Struggle to reach heaven. Eternal heaven. Allah's jannah! I know it must be there are so many troubles but keep fighting, let's start the war in Allah's line!

Jan 13, 2013

Pic of my home at school

Taraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
This is it! Dimension, my class XII Science One!
I just wanna say thanks to you all,
and... one thing that you have to remember: keep istiqomah, friends :)
Hope we'll meet in the eternal place, Allah's heaven. 
Allahumma Aamiin.

Hm, about the poster competition at my school...
I am the runner up! #hamdulillah
And my best friend got the first prizes~


Arigatou,



Reath

Dec 24, 2012

Sorry, I'm back


Assalamu'alaykum wa rahmatullahi  wa barakaatuh!
こんばんわございます。ちいす!(>3<)
HELLO fellas, how's life? Hope Allah always in ur heart (^ー^)

Now is holiday! Yeah, you've known, it means the "examination" was over! Hehehe, u r right.

Do you know, I have a target to get minimum average of report: 90. Too high? Too fool? But, who's knows? (except Allah :p)

Hamdulillaaaah, I'm get 90.16 for my average of science report! #ThanksAllah!

But, like usual human, in the beginning, I wasn't too glad about it. Because my Biology isn't >=90. But, yeah, just say syukr to Allah, this is the best for me. Hamdulillah!

And... Do you know? I'm in 2nd rank. But, my average is just less 1 poin to her (the 1st rank). Nevertheless, still thank to Allah :) may be Allah wants me to still fighting and fighting! yeah, faito! Ganbatte kudasai~

In this year, I really feel friendship from my classmate, moreover, in the class meeting >///< I really thank to Allah that my classmate are good muslim (Aamiin). The boy covered their aurat when playing games (futsal). Hamdulillah... Kakkoii desu~ The girl was so patient too when a trouble was coming >.< MasyaAllah! Hope my happiness do not stop, hope they still like that, istiqomah in Allah's line. #ThanksAllah. I joined poster competition to in that classmeeting. I dunno, I'll be a winner or not, just tawakkalna'alAllah :)

Then? I've made a pic of my class! I really like that, but for this time I have yet could upload, sorry >o<

Hm, How about my ambition? Okay, I will tawakkal to Allah and give away everything to Allah, what is the best choice that Allah has chosen to me, Allah... show me the best, give me the best. Bismillah, I will receive anything that you've chosen to me. The best from You is my destiny, O Allah.

O Allah let me love you just the way I am. You know everything about me, please keep my heart and give me the best. Let me fix and change to the better one. Aamiin.

Arigatou,



Reath

Nov 10, 2012

I'm not sure

Hello there! Assalamu'alaykum warahmatullahi wabarakaatuh~

MasyaAllah, hamdulillah, it's a beautiful life. I can feel this world and feel a "happiness" feeling 'cause Allah's love. Hamdulillah... Rabbii 'auzi'nii an asykurni'matiyal latii an amta'alayyaa wa'alaawaalidyyaa waan'amalashaalihann tardhoohufaadkhilnii min ibaadikasshaalihiin...

Gomenne, sorry fellas, It has a long time no post here, right? Actually I have some reasons about this, one of them is... I don't want my favorite "posting" will be missing from the main window, hehe :p

Okay, we'll start it from: several months ago, I... just realized that the meaning of my name isn't heaven! So, my pen name and this url must be changed too -_- but, I have been so comfortable about that name, "heaven". I dunno, I'll change the name or not. Hm, so, what's the meaning of my name? That's "heart" or "soul", hm, the meaning of my full name is the pure heart (soul) from Allah's hamba. Hm, it's quiet good, right? But I have to make a new anagram, just trying! (>o<)

Then, what else?


Do you remember that I've said to you will continue a posting "the feeling story"? I'm sorry, I can't write for you, because it may be a longer story. But, I have a little story from a girl, let's begin. A girl adores a boy because his attitude, she heard it from someone. Just calling the girl with "a", and the boy with "b". Just for known, a and b are a good muslim. So, they trying to keep their attitude and their heart. In the beginning, "a" seldom care about "b", but it didn't happen for a long time, then she often stare at him and care about him. She ever thought that the boy often stare at her, but in the real, it didn't happen. One day, she heard bad news about the boy, "b" was closer to another girl. It was a really bad news, and the girl is one of best friend of "a". "A" was so disappointed to him. After several time, "a" and "b" chatted inadvertently. "b" told "a" that he wanted to change, etc, and "b" confessed that he has done a wrong things with a girl (another girl). But, evidently, that girl knew their chat, so, that girl was so angry, disappointed and may be... sad. Fall in sadness. After several time,"b" changed, he became a  better boy but they often chat, and "a" has a more "feeling" to "b", and "a" doesn't know how about "b"'s feeling but she don't want to really know it. A simple story, right?

(-ToT-) Hm?

Do you know? Now I really like make some posting on the facebook! You've known that I really adore to flower and rose >///< So, almost everyday I post a pic of vintage, floral, etc with a good quote.

Hmm?

Let's go to a important topic!

Have you known about my plan to study then? Medical school! I got a friend from FK UNPAD and I really get a good news from her! :D Do you know? I'm 3 grade of SHS, do you know what I mean? This is the last year for me in SHS >o<) Bismillaah... Allah will always give the best for me!
I think that's enough for this posting. Hope I remember to continue it :)

Arigatou,




Reath

Mar 11, 2012

Floral Vintage


Assalamu’alaykum warahmatullohi wabarokaatuh, fellas!
Hello ya! みんな-さん、こんばんは
How’s life? In this post, I wanna tell ya about a treasure that I’ve known about that.
Vintage treasure that I like so much! Like you’ve known, I like vintage, floral goods or things, roses, pretty brooches, ribbons. Let’s enjoy it (-''-)

Vintage
From Cath Kidston

I have a purse of cath kidston! I love it so much, I feel so lucky *Alhamdulillah~*
But, for now, I can’t show mine because the photo is in my friend’s camera. *Ok, continue* And, when I wanted to see the website, I got many vintage floral pattern from cath kidston. And those are so beautiful, cutie, elegant, and pretty. I wish I have many goods like these. (-'0'-) Check it out!









What a pretty it is! 

Wassalam, Arigatou, ファイト!


A Risepad

Oct 28, 2011

Doumo Arigatou Gozaimasu Yaa Allah!

Alhamdulillah. thank you Allah...

I asked for strength, and Allah gave me difficulties to make me strong.
I asked for wisdom, and Allah gave me problems to solve.
I asked for courage, and Allah gave me obstacles to overcome.
I asked for love, and Allah gave me troubled people to help.
I asked for favors, and Allah gave me opportunities.

Maybe I received nothing I wanted, but I recevied everything I need.
Merci, arigatou, gracias, grazie, dank je well, syukron, gansahamida Allah SWT....

Oct 23, 2011

A few facts about me

Assalamu'alaykuuuuuum wa Rahamatullohi wa Barokaatuh fellas!
I'm back!
I just have realized that senior high school stories are so gorgeous! I think the perfect one is in junior high school, but in fact I'm wrong. Now, I'm in second grade of High School in a school. I feel so relief and glad because I study at my school. I've got some cool experiences, the important one is rohis. I have many best friend there. I love them because Allah. I do something because Allah, and receive support from them. Moreover, I join OSIS committee because rohis. but I'm wrong, it must because Allah, not rohis. But..... but, but, and but. There are many problems too! And one of those problems is happening now. I can't tell here. Um, do u know about Somalia problem? That is one of end-day signs from Allah! MasyaAllah~

Out of topic: Now, I like many things, such as:
1. Pastel Colours (I just have known about this word but I have liked it before)
2. Vintage Treasures
3. Floral Goods or Things
4. Ribbons
5. Roses
6. Pretty Brooches


I wanna tell many things, but I don't know how the way to tell...
Okay, I think that's enough

Wassalam, ファイト!


A Risepad

Apr 9, 2011

LIQO and my new expectation?http://www.smileycodes.info

Bismillaahirrohmanirrohim, Assalamu'alaykum wa rahmatullohi wa barakatuh (-'0'-)/
HELLO YA! みんな-さん、こんばんは
Kaifa haluk? How r u? O genki desu ka?
I hope you all are ok! (-'w'-)b

Uhm, I want to tell ya about an exchange student programs. One of my JHS friend, Nadia has told me about that. I really interested about it. I wanna join it! That's AFS, but I prefer 2 another programs, those're YES and JENESYS to AFS, ufufu because, JENESYS is ES program to Japan, my favorite country and YES is ES program to US. Why US? Because their goal held this program is to know about Moslem country.


Why do I want to try to join these programs?  Because, I want to learn from my own experience (I can make friends with foreign people, etc.), I wanna try to live in abroad and the important thing is I want to know the tests of it. Because... I wanna take a college in abroad. Allahumma A~min (-'''o'''-)

Bismillah, I wanna try this, Yaa Allah, please help and make it easy.
Today, I come to Liqo in my JHS, I got a new knowledge! I really happy and thank to Allah 'bout that.
It about 'ikhlas' and discuss about false minds of people about ikhlas.
Then, I play UNO card with my friends! Uhm, now, I think, Liqo is food for my heart and my 'ruhiyah'. Alhamdulillah...

My homework and exam are rising back! (_ _") <-- Just for information hehehe
The bad news is I got a moneter crisis, hehehe (O... we can't laugh for this problem) I must buy Thifan clothes, ROHIS jacket, my friend's gift, and I want to buy crochet brooches!!!


 
Uhm... I wanna learn about crocheting more and knitting too.
Ok, I think that's enough, thanks, syukron jiddan!

Wassalam, ファイト!


A Risepad

Jul 7, 2010

Hanakotoba

Long time ago.... (okay, not too long, & I'm too excessive >.<) My sister found many flowers pictures from deviantart. That was very interesting than flowers which i have seen. I want to knew the names. But..... 'the deviantarter' didn't write the name of the flowers. On another day, I found a japanese book about flowers (Yeah, I remember, I borrowed it when I was grade 8). And evidently, that's help me! It show me many kind of flowers. Finally, i search in google & i get many informations from wiki.... especially the japanese name v|^.^|v And I interest with some names. Such as........







Kosumosu (cosmos)
Cosmos~ I like it so much! Really like \^o^/
Flower that i dream... (Um, too excessive).




Hinagiku (daisy)
I like this so much too, my second favorites!



 
Sakura (cherry blossom)
Uwooo~ this is one of icon in Japan ^.^








  Renge, hasu, or fuyo (lotus)




Ajisai (hydrangea)
First time i see this flower, from Yukie's photo!


Contra costa goldfields
It look like sunflowers, right? (the small picture hehe)



Kigiku (Chrysanthemum)


Subhanallah, they are so beautiful! >///<
Um.... I want to have a garden of them, i hope! 
O ya, hanakotoba is the Japanese word for 'language of flowers’

Jun 27, 2010

Tsuru

There are 2 heroes.......................



Um, I mean, there are 2 paper cranes (zuru).
One of them is my small expectations......... The dark one.

Do you want to see?


I will make it clearer..............................


Don't worry, if it still isn't clear, i will write it for you.......................

1. Masuk SMA: MANIC, SMAN 6, SMAVO
2. Nilai TO diatas rata-rata
3. Nilai UN rata-ratanya diatas 9
4. Karya tulis sukses
5. Semoga bisa menjalani nazar yang sudah dibuat

1. Accepted in SHS: MANIC or SMAN 6 or SMAVO
2. Score of Try Out is more than average
3. Average score of National Exam is more than 9
4. Thesis is success
5. Hopefully get do promise that have been made

Okay, overall, my expectations become true! 
But, I'm not graduate at MANIC, and finally, I school at SMAVO :'(
My score of TO is more than average too, always. 
And.... you definately know, my nem (score of NE) more than 9! Yeaaaah, alhamdulillah
My thesis (I mean our thesis, Fara, Hasanah, & I) is success too! Very success, maybe. We are the winner of it \^o^/


Thank you Yaa Allah! I must make paper crane again for another expectations.