Syukr!

Thank you Allah,

I know You always give the best for me

Yaa Allah, please make me feel ridha' for anything that You've given to me :')

Your hamba,

Reath

Med-student.

Medical student. 

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahiim

Allah, it may be not easy, but Your help doesn't have a limit.

Please help me to make me be a long-life learner,

make me be a strong muslimah,

make me be a muslim physician,

and make my step always with You,

Thank you, Allah♥

Several days before UAS,

from lovely home, 

arigatou ne,

Reath

Beautiful little thing called "my life"

Assalamu'alaykum wa rahmatullahi wabarakaatuh fellas! How's life? genki desu ka?
Hamdulillah if your life is beautiful... Um, me? Um, recently, I really feel so worst. I make many sins. But, everytime Allah always show me His kindness, masyaAllah... Thank you O Allah:))) Hope Allah always admonish us for our-every-mistakes before in aheerat. Now, I also really wanna be a true muslimah, good daughter, good sister and good friend. And I have a big hope to "pass away" in the best condition as mukminah. Syahid and husnul khaatimah. Allahumma aamiin.

Okay, so how about your national exam, huh? Hamdulillah... I really thank Allah to every-best-thing that Allah always give to me! Hamdulillaaah:) And hope there's no "an arrogant" in my heart. Aamiin, aamiin:) Yaa Allah, please help me~
This is also reminds me to 3-yrs-ago, in this blog I wrote about my result of national exam when I was in junior high school! O, the time felt so fast! SubahanAllah~

O Allah, I don't know anything, and You are the only one who know everything.. Give me the best from You, and show me the signs, please..

Arigatou, fight on!



Reath

It's about...

I've passed it. No, no, no, finally we've passed it. Hamdulillah yaa Rabb:) I just wanna say it's totally different with the junior high school. I have no specific target for it, but, I still have a big hope to get the best. I also wanna pray for my country, for every chaos that happen now.

...And, Allah please forgive me, I know and I've realized that I've done many mistakes. Faghfirlii. 

...Thank You, O Allah! 

Hope you always admonish me for my every mistakes before in aheerat.

Arigatou, faito!

Reath

My PE for Craft!

Assalamu'alaykum wa rahamatullahi wabarakaatuh, fellas! How's life?
Hm, I wanna show you my bad "painting", I mean....... I do not do well for this exam, because I can't find any idea. Okay, just check it:)

 I can't find any idea for this. Contemporary painting. "Black Birdcage"

This painting shows us that "there are" some (unlucky) people who isolated in stranger's dreams, not their own dreams, they can't show and choose their own dreams. Can't find their colorful world. Sad, melancholy, pathetic.

I like this creation. The color and the pattern. I like to see this continously. I prefer like this than the contemporary one. This is painting for "kinds of Indonesian pattern". As I know, this is from Kalimantan. It's pretty awesome!:) Sorry, I crop that photo, I can't show myself here:p

D-14 toward NatExam,

Arigatou, faito!

Reath

After School Exam!

Assalamu'alaykum warahmatullahi  wabarakaatuh~
Hello! Konnichiwa! How's life, fellas? Hamdulillah, hope we always say syukr to Allah :)

Now is a holiday for me!

Hamdulillaaaaaaaah, hope these 3 days are enough for me to refresh my brain and collect my spirit again!
Hamdulillah, School exam is over! ><
But, I'm really... yeah, disappointed with myself. I didn't study hard. So, I couldn't do exam well. O, so worst. Moreover in sundanese, like usual :((( I got very very worst score. Hm... just tawakkalna'alallah. This is just one of exam in this world. *But still fighting because Allah!* And... another bad news is... many students are cheating, subhanAllah. O Allah, You know everything, please give the best to us, me and my best friend who didn't cheat. Allahumma aamiin.

I learned many things, and recently, I found some-things weird an it disturbs my feeling. O Allah, help me, please.

Looking for help.
Arigatou,



Reath

PE

Guys, hi, you've known what i mean. PE.
PE = Practice Examination.
Yeah, it's kind of "experience" that we (as last grade student) have to do.
InsyaAllah I can through it well, but some subject is so hard for me, like Indonesian (listening, i'm very bad in this part), music art? I can't sing well, Sundanese? I dunno the score, I'm not a sundanese people, Sports? I can do the gyms well, but for "big ball subject" is just so so, etc. Arrrgh! Tomorrow is the last PE for me, hamdulillah~ I must say many syukr to You, O Allah, you make us strong to do it, give us strength to pass it. Now, I hope Allah give the best for us, allahumma aamiin.

Hem? there's any story more?
Yes.
But, I won't tell it here, sorry.
Many things happen and I learn it. I hope.

Arigatou, faito!


Reath

Now.

Assalamu'alaykum wa rahmatullahi wa barakaatuh fellas! How's life? Genki desu ka? Hamdulillah... Allah give every (good) things to us!

Hm... tomorrow is PE (Practice Exam) to me & my schoolmates!
O Allah... give us strength to do the best! Ikhtiar? It must. Bismillah~
But... I feel really messy now, I have yet prapared well! >< But I still have to prepare as can as possible. Allah will help me, it must be, aamiin.

Hi there?
I wanna tell ya many things but I'm not a good writer, sorry.

Arigatou, faito!



Reath

Just telling about usual school

Hello there! Assalamu'alaykum warahmatullahi wabarakaatuh~  （＾。＾）
I wanna tell ya about my report study...

It just a usual thing that happen in every school, yeah, report of study.
How about mine？ Hamdulillaaah, good enough for me, but I have yet gotten the best I think.　（＾ー＾）」
Many people are better than me. Ugh, Just trying and praying. Then？ Tawakkalna alallah~
But... I wonder to some people who just said. "I've tried and didn't cheat in the exam, but I still do not get the good score..." I wanna ask them, "how hard you've tried? Is it the best thing you do or not？ Have you spent ur time to study hard and seriously？",  "how many times you pray for ur success？" Umm-_- I think they too often cheat and addicted about it.

However,
I really realize that Allah "almost" always give the best for me (in my mind), but I also realize that Allah always give the best for me and for us (in His mind). Thank you, my lord, my everything, The Best, Allah Subhanahu wa Ta'ala (>///<)

Do you want to know？ I have been so lazy to did OSIS's task now, I don't too like the event, although it isn't bad. I don't know why (＝０＝) Do you want to know more？ Every holiday is the time for futur I think, huaaa the worst thing! But I must trying to make it heals。がんばって～
Hope Allah always be with uｓ！　

ありがとう、ファイト！




アリセパデ

Is still there any luck for me? (2)

Assalamu'alaykum warahmatullahi wabarakaatuh, fellas! I'm still here, write for myself :P

About "the next olympiad" that I got 2 weeks dispend, it gave me so so many tasks! Many subjects that I left. I seldom follow OSIS meeting and KIR program, I also did not too active in rohis. Oh no! But, finally I could buy my favorite handphone, that was simple good beautiful flip hp from my olympiad price hehe XD. And, my final examination was almost getting worst. Fortunately, many teachers were so kindful. So, I got many easier task and exam. But, when the other students were free, we had to done our exam and tasks. So pathetic. But, never mind, those're not problem, there's Allah always hehe. And it was over. Do you know? Tomorrow is the report day. Hope Allah give the best for me and for all of my best friends, Aamiin. (>///<)

Jazakumullah khairan, hamdulillah...

Arigatou, faito!

A Risepad

Is still there any luck for me?

Hello world, assalamu'alaykum warahmatullahi wabarakaatuh!

Um, o genki desu ka? How's life?

Do you know? Many things was happened and will be happen in my life and I have been so lazy to tell ya all hehe *who's cares? none hehe*

Do you know? I want to be a specialist doctor but I don't want to go work later. Do you know, I don't want to go work and wanna be a housewife who has a garden, horse, archery club, and a vintage house? Do you know  I wanna get married soon and be a housewife. But I don't want to do all of housewife's duties? Do you know I want to study but actually I feel so bored and tired? Do you know I want to go to abroad and stay there? Do you know I have many expectations and I try to make true all of them? Do you know I'm trying to keep in the right path and i love it? Do you know what is my aim? Yosh, how weird I am -_-

Okaaaay, I don't know how can I write that. But, I think the statements above can imagine about myself. Hehehe, actually I don't want to tell ya about myself, but my activity, but, never mind. Who's cares? 

I don't know when exactly it was happened. What is "it"? 

It refers to my "lucky" to participants olympiad hehe. When the test for participant the olympiad was held, I signed up to subject "biology" because I thought it match with medical that I will study in university. So, one of my friend signed me up. Then, my physics teacher asked me to join in phisics too, and she signed me up. But, a surprise came to me, my last physics teacher asked me to join astronomy. So, I signed up for 3 subjects -_-

Then?
The test day was coming. I got the news that for astronomy subject wasn't need to test because just a little bit students interest to join it. So, from 3 subjects, I chose astronomy. the reason is... I was too lazy to do the test hehehe :P (That was my 1st luck). So it continued with some course about astronomy, every thursday we had to study astronomy. And do you know, I never understand and did not too interest about it. So pathetic. The olympiad day was nearer, when the holiday came, I still went to school to study about it with different "a little bit strange" teacher.

And the olympiad day was nearest, from 6 students who join astronomy subjects would be chosen 3, to participant the olympiad. And, I was one of "the chosen" (That was my 2nd luck). Suddenly, my school side said that only 2 students per subject can participated the olympiad. So, I still was the one of "the chosen" (That was my 3rd luck). So, in 3 days, I had to study hard about astronomy that never I knew before. In the 3 days we who would participate the olympiad got the dispend for "do-not-study-at-class". But, many tasks that I'd to do, so I was a little bit tired... But, I successed read 2 thin books of astronomy and started understand astronomy (That's my 4th luck).

Then... the day was coming, I was trying to answered the questions. So many physics questions, and I had yet studied about it, I think that questions were hard. But, I had *a little bit* positive thinking because I remembered Allah will give me the best. I did not too care about the result. Until evening my friend and I were waiting for the result. But, the result was read when the maghrib time, so, I had yet known the result that time. When I had done shalat maghrib, someone told me that I was the runner up of astronomy, I thought that was totally kidding. When we visited the teacher's room and ask one of teacher there, she said that I was the runner up. I was so shocked and wanted to say syukur, and syukur. Hamdulillah~ (That was the 5th luck). So I would continue to higher grade of olympiad (That was my 6th luck). And do you know? Altough the day after olympiad was mid-test, I was so spirited do that. And do you know, I got high scores in many subjects when the mid test, hamdulillah~ (That was my 7th luck).

2 weeks before the next olympiad we got the dispend (again). And everyday that I studied for olympiad, school always gave us a free lunch hehe (That was my 8th luck). I got some price too hehe. The day was coming, I met many new friends in the place, we studied together, altough I had yet understood about astronomy. Many things happened in that 2 days (That was my 9th luck).

But, I couldn't answer the question well, and now I don't know, is there any lucky for this "olympiad experience"? Allah knows the best for me, for you, and for us. I don't too care about the result. Laa hawla walakuwwata illabillah~

Arigatou, faito!

A Risepad

LIQO and my new expectation?

Bismillaahirrohmanirrohim, Assalamu'alaykum wa rahmatullohi wa barakatuh (-'0'-)/

HELLO YA! みんな-さん、こんばんは。

Kaifa haluk? How r u? O genki desu ka?

I hope you all are ok! (-'w'-)b

Uhm, I want to tell ya about an exchange student programs. One of my JHS friend, Nadia has told me about that. I really interested about it. I wanna join it! That's AFS, but I prefer 2 another programs, those're YES and JENESYS to AFS, ufufu because, JENESYS is ES program to Japan, my favorite country and YES is ES program to US. Why US? Because their goal held this program is to know about Moslem country.

Why do I want to try to join these programs?  Because, I want to learn from my own experience (I can make friends with foreign people, etc.), I wanna try to live in abroad and the important thing is I want to know the tests of it. Because... I wanna take a college in abroad. Allahumma A~min (-'''o'''-)

Bismillah, I wanna try this, Yaa Allah, please help and make it easy.

Today, I come to Liqo in my JHS, I got a new knowledge! I really happy and thank to Allah 'bout that.

It about 'ikhlas' and discuss about false minds of people about ikhlas.

Then, I play UNO card with my friends! Uhm, now, I think, Liqo is food for my heart and my 'ruhiyah'. Alhamdulillah...

My homework and exam are rising back! (_ _") <-- Just for information hehehe

The bad news is I got a moneter crisis, hehehe (O... we can't laugh for this problem) I must buy Thifan clothes, ROHIS jacket, my friend's gift, and I want to buy crochet brooches!!!

 

Uhm... I wanna learn about crocheting more and knitting too.

Ok, I think that's enough, thanks, syukron jiddan!

Wassalam, ファイト!

A Risepad

How About National Exam?

HOLIDAAAAAAAAAY

Finally, holiday is coming!

Hm, now, i want to share about my fate in NE. 

Yeah, Alhamdulillah, I'm pass NATIONAL EXAM!

Actually, I was do test in MANIC when graduation announcement, yesterday.

So,  I just found out my score in the evening (-‾ε‾-).

Ok, How about my score?

37. 35, & the average is 9.34

Math: 9.0 (hm, I think i will get 9.75 -___-")

Science: 9.75 (I've predict it ._.)

English: 8.8 (uwaaaaaa >,<  it's the worst score! I must study hard for this lesson v.v)

Indonesian Language: 9.8 (Alhamdulillah, It's the highest score of NE for my school & myself. It's more than my target! I do not know, how it can happens? May be, because 'trust' or... ki seki? Oh, I don't know. See in my old post - National Examination -___-")

Hm, just 1 lesson/score which same with my wish/predict & my nem isn't 38 :'(. But, i'm grateful enough, because there are students who do not graduate. May be there in my school too.

Arigatou, faito!

A Risepad

T-shirt, Art Exam

For practice examination art, we must decorate a t-shirt with flannelette & patchwork. But, we don't must make the t-shirt. (hm, that's clear. It's so hard >.<"). I choose to decorate the t-shirt with horse picture hehehe because i like horse ^o^. Let's check it out!

  This overall  ^///^

 If look closer........

It head

The tail

The word 'equestrian'

In your opinion, Is the picture similar with the picture of my clock?

National Examination -___-"

For me, NE is not too important. But..........

When the day came, jeng-jeng-jeng!

we must grather in transit room 7.00 o' clock with our guardian classes

Then, we have sholat dhuha & pray individually
When we will enter the class,

dag dig dug jeger jeger

First day, Indonesian Language

It's difficult. ok, too difficult!

But, i'm possitive thinking for this subject. let's pray to me, so that I get score 96 :D

Second day, English

Not too difficult. Easier than before.

But, my score definitely not 100 :(

i hope my score for this lesson >94

Third day, Mathematic

I don't have problem in this lesson. i very very hope can get 100!

Because in TO, i got 100, twice.

One more time 'but'....

In this time, the question not too easy.

May be my score 9.75 :(  i hope not under it!

Fourth day (last day), Science

For this lesson, i really study hard! i like it very much & i wanna be a doctor :)

Ok, may be my score 9.75. I hope. 

Whereas, before, i think i will get 100!

Ok, now, the thing that i could do just pray & tawakal to ALLAH. 

He definitely give me the best

Because, if we do the best, we'll get the best!