Perangaimu buruk, sangat buruk mungkin, semua tahu itu. semua tahu, mereka dan kamu. Semakin parah dengan dirimu yang tak tau mengapa tak kunjung berubah.

"Sekali (di)jatuh(kan), semakin jatuh."

Jangan berikan aku peluang, jangan libatkan aku, jangan bawa aku semakin dalam, jangan berikan aku harapan, karena itu akan (lebih) membuatku sakit.

Kamu belum beres dengan dirimu, sangat belum, Allah tau itu. Tak pantas mengurus oranglain, tak pantas memegang amanah berat di saat dirimu jauh dari beres thd dirimu sendiri. Ya, kamu masih di level itu, level dibawah mereka, tak penting berapa lama kau ada di jalan ini, atau sudah lebih dulu bertahun-tahun Allah beri hidayah, ketika kamu tetap dengan dirimu yang berperangai buruk dan penuh dosa, tak ada arti. Itu artinya kamu masih atau bahkan semakin buruk. Itu saja.

Happy ied ♥︎

Taqabbalallahu minna wa minkum :)

Happy Ied 1436 H

Senangnya bisa lebaran di rumah >< Walaupun akhirnya nggak merasakan gimana rasanya shaum ramadhan dan lebaran di negeri orang, tapi ternyata banyak hikmahnya banget :') Alhamdulillah :") Love this little family, semoga bisa semakin dekat dan jadi rumah surga :) *matasembab* *nangismalempagi*

P.S terima kasih vscocam & aplikasi photo editing lainnya yang bikin keliatan jadi agak putih atau cantik :') hahaha *fake face*
H-1 berangkat ke tunisia, mohon doanya!



Reath

De Ranch (2)

De Ranch

Horse-back riding. De ranch, Lembang~

Tapi yg ini gak terlalu seru sih soalnya nggak boleh jalan berdua aja sama kudanya :(

Tapi senengnya super kebangetan. 

Alhamdulillaaaaaah :"

Jogja Post

Get Up 2 

Backpacker with Kolaborasi Unpad :)

 First arrived in Stasiun Kutoarjo :)

 Go to jogjaaaaa~

 Learning from UNY :)

 Borobudur ;)

Parangtritis Beach

I really glad can horseback-riding on the beach! Alhamdulillah, yokatta ne~

MARVEL

Marvel. LKMM (Latihan Kepemimpinan Managerial Mahasiswa) Wil. 2 Gen 7 :)

At the beginning, i really want to join this program, but i have to pay about 400.000rp for this program and it's............ Argh my 'THR' was gone :( 

so many experience, sad story and cool stories, thank you :) miss you all :)

Ujung Genteng!

Ujung Genteng-Pengabdian Kepada Masyarakat (PKM) Supercamp FK UNPAD with resident, co-ass and spekatria :) Bonus -- Go to very very beautiful beach! :) Alhamdulillah :)

SCORE & MEDINFO

TUTOR A4♥

I don't know why, this tutor group makes me so happy, really sad when we have to swicth group :'''

Especially with these beautiful crazy girls, MasyaAllah >///<

Love ya, hopefully we'll always together, nida, mala :)

New family♥

Kemling BEM KEMA UNPAD

Tutor group -- 1st semester (FBS)

Tutor 13 (D3)!

Wohoo~ my first tutor group, many experiences

FBS I &II

Ainun, Vira (amei), --, Rofi, Sayang, Laras, Hadi, Ucay (abel), Wawa, 

Tika, Lulu, Tomsky (tommy)

Tutor A4!

Second tutor group, more stories~

FBS III & IV

Isep (oom), Dinu (bapak), Fadly (dede), Henky (eyang)

Lisbeth, Muthi, Devina (ibu), Farida, Rara, Lubna (kakak), Eja, -- (embryo)

Thank you, friends, my new family,

Hopefully our first UAS is better than last mid-test,

Allah, please help us :')

Selfish.

Bismillah, 

for the first time I write here, 

in new place. 

A boarding for medical student.

from a window in my room.

Allah, forgive me, many sins and mistakes that I've done. Allah please forgive me.

Allah, thank you, so many happiness and comfort that You've given to me. Allah, thank you.

Allah, I feel so selfish now, I will live only with my friends, there's no family and I'm not in my parent's house. In the beginning, I really want to live alone without them, but now.........hem, you must be know it hehe :p

O Allah..now I have a fear, but I think it's too selfish. I'm afraid I will be so tired about many tasks in collage and there's no one who help me, like in high school. O, so selfish! O Allah, make me wiser in my age, in your way. Make me be a true muslimah who has many benefits for Your creature. Allah, help me, just You who can help me because You're the only one, You hold my life.

Arigatou, Allah



Reath

The Failed Mission~

Assalamu'alaykum wa rahmatullahi wabarakaatuh fellas! How's life? genki desu ka?
Hamdulillah if your life is amazing><

Hm, how about your Ramadhan kareem?
How about me? Before, I have a mission to deactivate my facebook account, but.. many things happen, so, I have to active-active-and reactive my account, O Allaaaaah~
First, I have to buy (online) a laptop, but.... It canceled.
Second, yesterday and several days ago, I got menses, so I didn't shalah and syaum:(
Then, I have to active in my medical school group in facebook.

But... I realize, that the real mission is I should reduce my time and my activity in social media or internet.
Bismillah~ Yosh! And I don't give up! Yeah~ I can start it again right now.

Allah... please help me. Thanks Allah~
Make me always with You

Arigatou,


Reath

Just hoping to Allah

...and if someone who likes you is someone who you like, 

then, 

are you sure he/she is someone that Allah sent to you?

 don't put any hope to anyone, except Allah.

PE

Guys, hi, you've known what i mean. PE.
PE = Practice Examination.
Yeah, it's kind of "experience" that we (as last grade student) have to do.
InsyaAllah I can through it well, but some subject is so hard for me, like Indonesian (listening, i'm very bad in this part), music art? I can't sing well, Sundanese? I dunno the score, I'm not a sundanese people, Sports? I can do the gyms well, but for "big ball subject" is just so so, etc. Arrrgh! Tomorrow is the last PE for me, hamdulillah~ I must say many syukr to You, O Allah, you make us strong to do it, give us strength to pass it. Now, I hope Allah give the best for us, allahumma aamiin.

Hem? there's any story more?
Yes.
But, I won't tell it here, sorry.
Many things happen and I learn it. I hope.

Arigatou, faito!


Reath

Pic of my home at school

 

Taraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

This is it! Dimension, my class XII Science One!

I just wanna say thanks to you all,

and... one thing that you have to remember: keep istiqomah, friends :)

Hope we'll meet in the eternal place, Allah's heaven. 

Allahumma Aamiin.

Hm, about the poster competition at my school...

I am the runner up! #hamdulillah

And my best friend got the first prizes~

Arigatou,

Reath

Sorry, I'm back

Assalamu'alaykum wa rahmatullahi  wa barakaatuh!
こんばんわございます。ちいす！（＞３＜）
HELLO fellas, how's life? Hope Allah always in ur heart （＾ー＾）

Now is holiday! Yeah, you've known, it means the "examination" was over! Hehehe, u r right.

Do you know, I have a target to get minimum average of report: 90. Too high? Too fool? But, who's knows? (except Allah :p)

Hamdulillaaaah, I'm get 90.16 for my average of science report! #ThanksAllah!

But, like usual human, in the beginning, I wasn't too glad about it. Because my Biology isn't >=90. But, yeah, just say syukr to Allah, this is the best for me. Hamdulillah!

And... Do you know? I'm in 2nd rank. But, my average is just less 1 poin to her (the 1st rank). Nevertheless, still thank to Allah :) may be Allah wants me to still fighting and fighting! yeah, faito! Ganbatte kudasai~

In this year, I really feel friendship from my classmate, moreover, in the class meeting >///< I really thank to Allah that my classmate are good muslim (Aamiin). The boy covered their aurat when playing games (futsal). Hamdulillah... Kakkoii desu~ The girl was so patient too when a trouble was coming >.< MasyaAllah! Hope my happiness do not stop, hope they still like that, istiqomah in Allah's line. #ThanksAllah. I joined poster competition to in that classmeeting. I dunno, I'll be a winner or not, just tawakkalna'alAllah :)

Then? I've made a pic of my class! I really like that, but for this time I have yet could upload, sorry >o<

Hm, How about my ambition? Okay, I will tawakkal to Allah and give away everything to Allah, what is the best choice that Allah has chosen to me, Allah... show me the best, give me the best. Bismillah, I will receive anything that you've chosen to me. The best from You is my destiny, O Allah.

O Allah let me love you just the way I am. You know everything about me, please keep my heart and give me the best. Let me fix and change to the better one. Aamiin.

Arigatou,



Reath

Just telling about usual school

Hello there! Assalamu'alaykum warahmatullahi wabarakaatuh~  （＾。＾）
I wanna tell ya about my report study...

It just a usual thing that happen in every school, yeah, report of study.
How about mine？ Hamdulillaaah, good enough for me, but I have yet gotten the best I think.　（＾ー＾）」
Many people are better than me. Ugh, Just trying and praying. Then？ Tawakkalna alallah~
But... I wonder to some people who just said. "I've tried and didn't cheat in the exam, but I still do not get the good score..." I wanna ask them, "how hard you've tried? Is it the best thing you do or not？ Have you spent ur time to study hard and seriously？",  "how many times you pray for ur success？" Umm-_- I think they too often cheat and addicted about it.

However,
I really realize that Allah "almost" always give the best for me (in my mind), but I also realize that Allah always give the best for me and for us (in His mind). Thank you, my lord, my everything, The Best, Allah Subhanahu wa Ta'ala (>///<)

Do you want to know？ I have been so lazy to did OSIS's task now, I don't too like the event, although it isn't bad. I don't know why (＝０＝) Do you want to know more？ Every holiday is the time for futur I think, huaaa the worst thing! But I must trying to make it heals。がんばって～
Hope Allah always be with uｓ！　

ありがとう、ファイト！




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